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moonrize
02-17-2008, 03:54 PM
Sad story, too true.

How Could You?


A Pet's Story
By Jim Willis


When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.


Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub.


My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect.


We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.


Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.


She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.


Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a prisoner of love."


As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.


There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.


Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.


I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers."


You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed, "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.


You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"


They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago.


At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.


When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room.


She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days.


As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.


She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago.


She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"


Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself --a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.


And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.This story is for all pet owners. Its purpose is to make pet owners see that they can't just get tired of their pets and throw them away. Well, they can, but it doesn't make them better people. Millions of forgotten animals die every day at animal shelters around the nation. Help us make it stop by spaying or neutering your pet, and making sure they get a good home instead of dumping them at the pound. This story and a lot more is found at a cool website called PowerPets.com

CarolU
02-17-2008, 04:20 PM
Wow...didn't need to read that. My old Lab can hardly get around with tons of pain medications. We're almost at the point of making that trip and it's killing us. She's fully mentally cognizant and terrified of the vet. She will KNOW when it is happening. And it will happen soon. She's close to 120 lbs and I can't lift her to move in and out, so when she can no longer go outside, it will be time.

No, not a good read for me. :mecry:

Carol Nelson
02-17-2008, 04:22 PM
I knew when I started reading, I wasn't going to be able to finish. I guess when an animal comes here, it's pretty much here for life (almost starting to become that way with my horses too...LOL). I just can't throw away a life....even when I have to euthanize a pet, they probably go way too long, but I just have to give them their last chance. No...is so sad....such a throw-away society and now we're teaching our children the same.

jodiTowne
02-17-2008, 05:00 PM
:mecry: i am bawling.

my dog was my "child" 'til the human form came along. but today they are at grandma's so he will get some special time with me.

Jane Hurl
02-17-2008, 05:23 PM
CarolU ... if your oldster is terrified of the vet, perhaps it would be kinder to have someone come and shoot her. Alternately, could you have the vet give you some HEAVY sedatives in pill form that you could slip to her so she goes unconscious at home and then take her in?

PASOFAN
02-17-2008, 05:36 PM
Sunday morning and I am crying.

The story is so true and so touching.

REALLY HITS HOME TO ME..

Some of you know my story w/Zora, she was kicked out of my dads place because he was revengful about my sister situation, then this past week she was kicked outta the horse barn, attacked by a pitbull there, and she gets kicked out... She is home with me now (they dont want pets, I was hoping to change their mind for a while but..), but I am being asked to leave because I wont get 'rid' of her. I wont get rid of her, I love her.. I am proud of it as well. Someone called me crazy today, saying why am I risking losing my home and job because of a animal. Well she isnt just an animal to me, I love her and my love runs deep for my animals. I call it a sign that I need to move on and make things happen for me and my family of pets...

Great story, I do feel better about my desicion this week.. :)

Jane Hurl
02-17-2008, 06:27 PM
Jeez, Louise!

You are having a string of problems these days, Jen. I am sorry to hear of this latest fiasco. (Must have missed the Pitbull post.) I'm glad to hear you're not deserting Zora though. SOMEBODY is going to notice that and appreciate your faithfulness.

DSDECKERT
02-17-2008, 09:45 PM
Jeez - I didn't need that either! My best friend of 13 years (Shepherd/Chow Mix) has squamous cell carcinoma in her mouth, and we don't know how long she has with us. I'm just enjoying every day with her and giving her lots of extra love....the good news is she has no idea she has it, and is feeling fine. She'll tell me when it's time.

tinomino
02-17-2008, 11:33 PM
I'm bawling. That was very touching and so true. I had to stop reading and give Quinn a huge hug and let him know how much he means to me and always will. :)

Blair
02-18-2008, 08:40 PM
Carol,
Check with your vet....when it came time for my 14 yo Akita to go, the vet came to my house to help him cross over. The vet practice is a small animal practice but they do "house calls" for that purpose (or at least they did for Jazz). Jazz was so impaired and incontinent that a trip across the county would have been stressful and painful. Instead, he got one last walk in the warm spring sunshine to the spot where we buried him. It has been two years and still I cry when I think about him...

CarolU
02-18-2008, 08:50 PM
Thanks Blair. I'll see how she is when I do spring shots. It would be a hard day, but it would be easier on her to die here. It's something I try to avoid thinking about.