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I feel real bad now..

I was going through pictures of me and my friends when we were in middle school.. I found this one picture of me and of this girl I knew from business class in 6th and 7th... I went to look for her on myspace.com to find out she passed away 3 days ago. A wierd feeling inside me arose. I was really shocked to see something like that and especially feel that rush of coldness throughout your body.

Alexa Martinez
She'll be missed :cry:

Just to prove that tomorrow is never promised for anyone and always treat everyone good... you'll never know if they will be back tomorrow to share a laugh or two with you.

[Pasogirlz]

How did you find out Nito? Did they really have that info posted on her myspace?

I searched for her to say whats up since she went to a different school than I did we lost contact.. well Im about to add her to my friends when I see all her comments.. It really got to me. Shed some tears but im ok now. Just reading all of her close friends comments made it even worse.

[CarolU]

I'm sorry Nito. It's always hard to loose a friend this way. It's very normal to take it for granted that our friends will be there tomorrow. It's a hard lesson, especially when it is someone so young. Everyone should have a chance to live their life.

I'm very sorry.

[Brigitte]

I'm sorry Nito, finding out that a friend has died that way makes it even harder

[Heidi]

When I went to my 10 year High School reunion I found out a girl I was friends with in grade school had died a few years before.
Domestic Violence.
Her husband shot her and then shot himself. Their daughter is being raised by her (my friend's) parents.

Michelle, me and Nick were best friends. Each of our little sisters were also best friends: Annette, Missy and Sussanna. All 6 of us were called The Dos Tres. (the two threes)
heidi

[Got Brio?]

The only friend that's died of mine has been Spanky. :cry: I miss him every day

[Blameitonbrio]

I am sorry Nito. I remember losing a classmate in high school. That "weird feeling" is a sad awakening; one of many that happen in the later teen years. It never gets easier to lose a friend, but the first one is a sad shock, and the world changes forever. I am so sorry that you are feeling this now. :hug My prayers are with you and her family.

I am editing this to add that I didn't mean to imply that the teen years are all about sad awakenings. Most of the awakenings on this journey are beautiful, but Nito I can see by your response that you have already figured this out.

I know what you mean.. First time is quite a shocker..